some days should immediately after they cease be erased from memory or, even better, started anew with a chance of not being as horrible as they were – this has been such a day – i don’t want to go into detail, but i feel like a mess at the moment and things just won’t get better, too much nastiness for one day – let’s just hope, tomorrow will be as good as today was bad – and this is for all the beastliness of today, go and f*** yourself

and now, excuse me, while i go and sing along real loud and smash something