really, most precious present i was ever presented with from an ensemble – so individual and so me and someone was paying attention – i nearly cried and was lost for words for once

and the directors gave me something equally adorable – i feel incredibly valued and loved and happy – life is beautiful indeed – i’ll be strong and eventually i’ll figure out my berlin-göttingen debate – apparently i am very much needed right where i am – at least that’s what i’ve been told, by someone who wouldn’t bother, if it wouldn’t be true