once again i find myself being rather angry and confused by life – i’ve been tempted to believe things could go perfectly, if not according to plan, then at least in the right direction – but life’s plans have something different in store for me, as it seems – confusion upon confusion and a complicated mess – suddenly, all i want to do is curl up in bed and sleep for a week and find everything is back to normal, when i wake up – as this is not possible, i do, what i always do, when feeling something is wrong, i consult my favourite doctor