so, i’ve finally got it all figured out – i’ve got a bad boy complex – i always fall for the bad boys, never for the nice guys – that’s definitely not good – there are so many cool guys, whom i really love – but they’re just my best friends, kind of like substitute brothers – and i’m not at all attracted to any of them – i wish i would be – would save me loads of trouble and tears – and don’t say, you gotta try and love always starts with friendship – no, no, no, no, no – tried that – falling for my best friend – not such a good idea – so i’m back with the bad boys, which will never work out – but my hopelessly romantic mind somehow always tricks me into trying again  – seriously, i do need some help!