Archive for November, 2008

28
Nov
08

happy turkey day

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today was a great day – sleeping in, but still getting stuff done in the morning – lunch with a friend, whom i hardly ever see anymore – some painting at the theatre – running into another friend and spontaneously deciding to go for a stroll around the christmas market – then being irrational and spending money, we don’t have – but i did buy the most beautiful holiday dress – turquoise with purple-violetish flowers – it is delightful

the day closed with a fabulous thanksgiving dinner – a great salad buffet for entries, then turkey and all kinds of sides and finishing off with pumpkin, chocolate and apple pie – yummmy! – i must have gained at least five pounds tonight, but luckily i bought the dress a size bigger than i usually wear, so it must be okay – and, anyways, they do make clothes awfully small these days and some parts of my body actually have been getting bigger, due to all my dancing training – it’s scary to say the least…

27
Nov
08

christmas market

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mulled wine – chocolate-covered fruit – cotton candy – sugarroasted almonds – delicious smells mixing – lighted street decoration – meeting friends at every street corner – that’s the christmas market – today it opened and now it really feels, like christmas is just around the corner

26
Nov
08

i want it to be christmas already

25
Nov
08

a golden oldie

no matter how bad life is – this can safe my day anytime – enjoy!

okay, hugh grant is getting old and floppy, but he’s still pretty cool and i simply adore him in this movie

25
Nov
08

fernweh

lately, i spend most my time at the theatre, preparing for our premiere on december 4th – there’s a lot to do and next to no volunteers to help – and once i am there, it is very hard to leave – this includes never getting home before sunset – driving home today was rather romantic – the quietness of a snowy night lay over the city and i loved the cold, the snow, the twinkling of the frost on the streets and, most of all, the steaming gully holes

those wonders, which i had only seen in dear old san francisco up till now – suddenly i was taken by a bout of itchy feet and the longing to fly back to that city by the bay

24
Nov
08

let it snow

i love winter and i love snow and the past few days have been absolutely delightful

20
Nov
08

my life is a soap opera

it couldn’t have been scripted more perfectly – i needed a book from the library – from the so-called FMAG, a basement full of thousands of books – so i went down there to get it and see a girl walking in-front of me – we stride towards the same area – then we move towards each other down the same aisle, stop in front of the same shelf and start searching for the right volume – i start grabbing, she does as well and is a second faster than i – it is the same book she wants – a book i desperately need and have been trying to get a hold of for three weeks now – i am shocked – the possibility of this happening is next to zero and it happened to me

as there seriously are many ridiculous and absurd moments in my life, i am starting to think, i might secretly be the star of my own show – not the truman show, but the carola show – or character in a book – my life really is stranger than fiction – or am i simply watching too much tv and reading too many novels?

20
Nov
08

sexiest men – top three

i needed something to soothe my mind and prevent me from nightmares – i prefer this: my top three of cosmo’s 25 sexiest men alive


3. james mcavoy – so much better in motion, especially in period motion pictures

2. johnny depp – always and forever, no one could be more crazy and still look so perfectly attractive

1. david tennant – no other could possibly be my number one, even with funky faces and when he’ll no longer be dr who

20
Nov
08

oh dear

it has yet again been proven – the german team looses every important game, steffi and i aren’t watching together - these terrible, terrible sentences (found on aol.co.uk) confirm my worst nightmares and make it absolutely necessary for us to find a way to get to south africa in 2010 asap

After the Jens Lehmann era, it seemed somehow fitting Germany should concede to a kamikaze goalkeeping blunder.

Germany’s only first-half threat came through the excellent set piece delivery of Bastian Schweinsteiger, with Heiko Westermann sending a powerful header just over.

schweini almost saved the day?? – and who the hell is heiko westermann? – heiko? seriously, there’s a strange linking of people with that name and my life at the moment - there are multiple heikos everywhere – scary stuff, that! – now even in the football haven? – i don’t believe it – i feel violated and estranged – boundaries are moving and parts of my life merging, which i never in my wildest dreams believed could ever be part of one another – life’s a mystery and this might be the greatest of them all – adieu to football as a sanctuary of saneness in this ocean of obscurity

i think i’ll go and listen to far away in america – a song from the times, when football was still only just football and jürgen klinsmann still happily siniging away – no complicated life lines, silly fights and weird new people

17
Nov
08

me be moviestar – maybe

marilyn-monroe-792471being an extra for a short film might not be the most exciting thing in the world – but it’s still pretty cool, considering the only things i’ve starred in before were a TV commercial, that’s never even made it to TV, a children’s audio-play and, of course, the stage!

after last night’s filming, i feel pretty special – i was one of about eighty extras miming the audience to a play – sounds not all that glorious, but we had a lot of fun and it felt pretty natural – camera-shy? not me -

i hardly even noticed the camera being there – so i figured out, me be moviestar – that would be a great career – why haven’t i thought of that before – great money, great publicity and finally that caribbean island to call my own – and my stage name shall be carolyn

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16
Nov
08

lost and lonely

ahhh, my dsl didn’t work this morning – it was scary – i even reset my dsl-router and checked all the settings, but it still didn’t work – it was a total muddle – then i had the brilliant idea of calling the provider, only to find out that it was some technical trouble – it’s all over now, but during the time trying to fix a problem, that wasn’t mine to fix, i managed to somehow disable my wireless completely and am at a total loss at how to fix it so it will start up automatically again, once i turn on the computer – what can i say – i’m a girl, technical stuff is scary

while a sunday without internet is very well survivable, for those two hours i felt totally disconnected from the world and somehow lonely

14
Nov
08

happy birthday

lots of love and thanks for lots of laughs and fun – life without loriot would not be the same – and it will always be funny, no matter how often you watch it

13
Nov
08

short story

13
Nov
08

happy memories

voíla, my first real youtube-video – i’m kinda proud – it’s not perfect, but i still think, it’s pretty cool

11
Nov
08

an old fairytale

it is always a reason to be sad, when something is over – but it is somehow sentimentally challenging, when something that has already been over, or never really been there at all, is finalized and completely gone – a closed door, that is now locked – it is not heart-breaking, tear-drenching, soul-crashing, but a little disturbing and disconcerting all the same – it is like a fairytale gone by, a fairytale that was never meant to happen, the loss of the fairytale prince, only to gain an ogre – but ever since shrek, we know – ogres are not all bad!

10
Nov
08

scary story

this is a very, very old beginning to a story, i never got around to finish – it needs some work, but i still quite like it – especially at this time of year…

The house seemed quite empty. But he could not be sure until he had checked out every room. ‘It will be best, to start downstairs’, he said to himself. So he screwed up his courage and opened the front door. It was dark and smelled like old and dusty books. He listened intently, but couldn’t hear a thing. After some moments, he took a flashlight out of his bag and turned it on. The beam hit a long and narrow corridor, which opened up into a comfortable sized living room. As he went along the corridor towards the dust-covered fireplace, which could be discerned where the corridor opened into the living room, he noticed some dark and cobwebbed pictures along the wall. He jumped at a movement to his right, crashed into a tall grandfather’s clock and fell to the ground. The clock crashed to the floor next to him, making the unbelievable noise of a whole pack of wolves, howling to the moon. He was frozen for fear. Whatever was in the house would now be aware of his presence. Of course he had been fooled by a mirror. If he hadn’t been so frightened, he would have laughed at himself. Ever since he could read, he had read adventures, mysteries and horrors that happened to people in books. He had been fascinated by fantastic and unrealistic things and that fascination had never left him, even though he now was a middle aged attorney, whose hair started to get grey and fall out in the most inconvenient places. That was probably the reason why he had bought this old country house, after having seen it during his annual summer vacation, which led him and his wife to a different part of the country each year. According to the broker, it had been empty for ages. The village people, he had talked to, could not remember that somebody had ever actually lived there. But strange things seemed to happen around it.

The house looked always well kept and so did the large gardens around. He had not had a look at the vegetable patches. It had been too dark indeed, but he had heard from the innkeeper down in the village, that at this time of the year it was usually full of the largest pumpkins for miles around. They would grow there as well as anything else and then mysteriously vanish, just as well as all the other vegetables, herbs, fungi and fruit that grew in the vast gardens. At first he had not paid attention to the stories, but than his old infatuation with mysteries had crept upon him and he had stayed far longer with the innkeeper than he had planned. Now it was already dark, but he had to inspect the house today because he would have to leave early the next morning. After all these stories of lighted fires on dark winter nights, strange noises coming from the basement and of course the vanishing harvest, he had been a little uneasy. But he quieted himself with the calm reasoning of someone who had practiced law every single day for the last 25 years. It must have been vagabonds, who had camped out in the house during the winter and who were glad to find the food. As to the size of the pumpkins, well, he knew that village people had to make up their nice oversized stories in order to keep up the image of amusing themselves and the occasional traveller, who found his way into this distant valley.

08
Nov
08

diary of a saturday at work

pity to be working on such a pretty day – and a saturday to boot – but ever since a huge disastrous discussion this previous week, work seems a lot less dramatic and stressful – and ever since last night and a very charming incident during my nightly shopping spree for groceries, life seems even better – all’s forgiven and forgotten and i can smile again without restraint

now, i do have to work, so i will edit this a little later on

lunch time – i am having myself a little break, a sandwich and a cappuccino – but i am being watched, by a pair of brown puppy dog eyes, who beg me to stop working and go for a walk down by the riverside – sigh, i want to, i really do – but work comes first…

oh, already at home – the last hours went by in a jiffy – and now i not only made some money, have the satisfying feeling of having served happy customers and sold manifold stuff, swept the floor, while dancing around to loud music, and made a dog happy, but also, i have a date – a knitting date for next saturday with my newly acquired knitting student – how adorable is that? – well, i shall find out a week from today

07
Nov
08

happiness for beginners

it is so simple – one little phone call, a short laugh and the world seems such a lot lovlier than five minutes before – being happy is easy – just let yourself be swept away by life and admire the silly, random, chaotic things it happens to bring your way

06
Nov
08

look who’s changed

christina aguilera – katie holmes – natalie portman

*again, cookies to steffi*

06
Nov
08

catch a falling star…

 

… put it in your pocket … never let it fade away … catch a falling star … put it in your pocket … save it for a rainy day …

 

that i’ll do – i woke up this morning, having caught one of my glow-in-the-dark stars in my hair – i’ll keep it safe and hold it dear – what a nice way to wake up